Katharine Key Music

jotting down a few more ideas for this song - will still need reworking, particularly for meter



my past came knocking
with a ridiculous joke
oh, God
if You're laughing with me
i should be laughing too

God, why are you taunting me?
God, are you mocking me?

Rumi says, "Don't grieve.
Anything you lose comes round
In another form."

i wish i knew what that form could be. 
that's the maddening part for me.
oh, God
if You're laughing with me
i should be laughing too

if in every test there's a gift
i can't wait to unwrap this
what on earth could it be?
don't keep it veiled to me

until then it's let go and love
let go and love
let go...and love
nothing else to do
but let go and love

oh God, if You're laughing with me
let me laugh with You

desire is a fire
desire is a fire
let me sink in that deep healing sleep
oh come, my Beloved, and hold me